I have been unemployed since October 1st, I'm not even sure what day is today! This feeling of not having a commitment of having to be in an establishment at a particular time, to have to follow rules, and tolerate certain circumstances is inebriating! I don't think I have ever experienced it before. I'm sure I will start stressing in about 3 weeks, when I will be all moved back to Sardegna. However now I'm in such a happy and peaceful place that I would not trade it for anything in the world. This holiday has turned into a gypsy tour, and I love every second. I never knew that visiting the USA would have felt so comfortable and safe... after all I have grown up here and it truly is my second home (even though often feels like my first home!).
Back to freedom mode. Have you ever woke up everyday whenever your body naturally awakens? Eat whenever you feel like it? Do anything whenever you feel like it? I love this so much, that I'm having a hard time even trying to imaging myself back at work. I shall find a job that I truly love and not consider as a duty. In fact my job should consist of travelling, exploring famous and/or unknown sites, and eating. If anybody has any links for such a job, please let me know.
Do I realize that I have absolute no plans? As irresponsible as it may seem, I'm in love with this sensation. Maybe this is something I should have experienced in my twenties, but as a good friend of mine says "it's never too late"! Maybe I just never really had a real long vacation. I now promise myself never to deprive myself from this selfish and delicious state of mind.
Now I must go back to do nothing. Maybe I will have breakfast and watch the geese who love to torment me.
